My journey is nothing short of exciting. I meet new people and personalities almost every day. I come to school, go through classes, and come home.
But trouble brews whenever I need something financial. Today, my duty to my Fraternity as President requires a financial obligation. An obligation that I cannot meet until October, but which requires immediate attention.
It is my fault that I am here anyways. Being in a fraternity, especially one that requires attention and care to rebuild, is tough. Being the President is even worse of a way to section off my time.
People tell me that it looks good on my resume and to think of the experience it is helping me understand, but I’ve had enough of that excuse.
A student leader is a great duty, one that requires someone to be prepared for anything. If it weren’t for the financial obligation, I’d be pretty much set for success and not set for incapacitation.
I’ve done my Strengths 2.0, and one of my traits fell under Arranger. Being able to juggle more than one project is a rush, and something that feels right. I can put several options in a specific order, and it makes sense to only me.
Whether this pronounces the feeling that “the ends justify the means” or not, I just can’t think about.
I’ll keep shifting around my obligations and duties until something makes sense.
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